this makes me rlly uncomfortable
when people ask me what psychadellics feel like this is the answer
feel free to come rub my back and play with my hair
Its hard for people without depression to understand when some days that just dropping a cup of water will bring you to tears because they think oh this is just one little thing but you see it as oh my god I can’t even get water without fucking up and now I’ve made a huge mess I shouldn’t even try
Imagine though when you find your soul mate and the happens
this is one of the most beautiful gifs I’ve seen.
No but imagine the school jock and the nerd he beats up every day finally run into each other in the locker room or at a pool or something and their chest start glowing and they both look at each other and just go “Oh no.”
Imagine another scenario where you’re at your computer and talking to this person who is officially your best friend and you say something super dorky over a Skype call or something and it makes them laugh and you smile, and suddenly you see their eyes go wide because they see the glow from your end…
…and then there’s nothing from them on their end, and you sort of stop talking to them, knowing you’ll never have that glow again…
Imagine you’re the friend that sees the glow and you’re so scared, and your eyes dart down and there’s nothing, and you’re scared and worried because you love your friend, you do, maybe like they love you, but you’re not glowing…
And they start drifting away, and it hurts so much, but you had plans to meet them in “real life” and neither of you want to kibosh those plans, so you fly out to meet them, to hang out and maybe go to a convention or something. And they meet you at the airport, and you see them, and you can’t stop yourself from running over and enveloping them in a huge hug and you’re crying a little and whispering “it’s so good to see you,” but they’re not looking at your face, they’re looking down between you two, where your chest is pressed against theirs, and at the glow from behind your ribs…
Because sometimes, it takes a little longer for one star to start shining than another.
god dammit, kaniel, my eyes hurt from the happy tears <3
someone write a book
whose line will forever be one of my favorites